ah...Happy Easter...
ne wayz, *sighs* there's this major hard history project my teacher assigned like a week ago, many people haf tried looking for the info on it, but haf failed. (btw, did ne one kno that popsicle sticks were originally made for stirring coffee or tea??) So, i was thinking of doing wat info i could (one question) 1 outa 10 is something @ least right? but i cant find the sheet wid the questions *sighs* everything's so stressful and something doesnt seem right, it's almost as if time's standing still and im waiting for something. ahh wat am i saying? all my life ive felt like of waited for something...dunno if this is the same or different tho. *sighs* i just wish this spell would leave, this spell of stress. I'm usually so relaxed and uncaring...now i dunno, im worring about work and my transfer papers and im even taking summer school. Fast tracking...how crazy is that?!?! i dont 'fast track' wth!! im going to b working with gr 12's next yr! (if i stay in my present school) that's mad! i dun want that! *looks around frantically* wat am i doing to myself? God, wat ever happened to the dayz when i'd jus smile and say, meh? u.u''' (that was seriously a question) i mean, now im frikin carnig bout finishing my hw...and im caring bout being smart and im really letting it get to me...and im taking soccer just to b healthy! i dun wanna take soccer! *sobbs* im too lazy to run! ahhh! and the funny thing is! im doing all this worrying when it's nothing much.....but NOO when i was failing math all i did was laugh, now that im getting all 80z im like, "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *work work work work* gotta fast track! gotta get the marks!" lol but no worries, im not thinking THAT far ahead...like..ya kno, job far ahead, *sits bac* ill worry bout THAT later ^-~ *phew* nice 2 kno im not going that crazy. ah...maybe i should juss chillax, after all, no need worrying bout something that cant b changed or helped at that moment. >:) might as well sit back, relaz, and enjoy this crazzzyy show called life my friend. lol this is funny, we've all trapped ourselves. is it too farfetched to think we'll ever b free? *laughs* who knows?? IvI3|-| I'm off....:D byes~~~ HoSHi*